Okay, I haven't written in FOREVER but Oh well. I think Y'all need an update! Well that is for anyone who reads this[I'm guessing not many people D: ].

OKAY well I'll start with the bad news!

First off a few weeks ago my Brother got sent to Military school for doing drugs at school and also bringing a knife to school. He's a stupid ass so it was expected. Though I do miss him a whole bunch! I cried my eyes out the whole way home!

Okay well if that isn't bad enough the next day I took my dog to the vet because she had been puking a lot. Turns out mostly everything is normal. Except her Liver. Two of the toxin levels were so high the machines at the Vet's office couldn't even read them. This meant that she had Liver cancer. She would die a horrible agonizing death over a six month period. So two days later we put her down.

So now I'm pretty much an only child with no animals. I'm alone most of the day and have been struggling in school. The guy I absolutely adore has a girlfriend and I've been getting sick constantly. I haven't been eating anything most of the time. I haven't had the desire to eat. I've been going days on water and maybe a small meal. Anything else makes me feel sick and makes me feel like throwing up.

Time for some good news!

I'm riding a new horse at my horse farm. His name is Lex he's gorgeous! He's four years old and he has a wonderful canter! He's also really calm during storms but not around cars.

hmmmm more good news more good news.....

Uh I have a math class so I draw everyday! It's so much fun too! I'll have to scan in some stuff when I finish some things. :]

I guess that's about it. I guess I'll write more if something comes to mind.